ami shokol niye boshe achhi shorbonasher ashaye, ami tar lagi poth cheye achhi, pothe je jon bhashaye. this is the end.
this is the end.

on second thoughts, maybe she was just your regular slut, and attention seeking at that. i saw these preening pictures of her for the Sun. But this alfy guy has more character than all my boyfriends put together.
ok so i'm being dramatic. "all" is just exaggeration. but you know what i mean.

'What will you do financially?' 'What's financially?'

but it's so beautiful in a way. (i cant post the family picture just yet)

Transcript of interview with Alfie:
'What will you do financially?' 'What's financially?'


“We didn’t think we would need help from our parents. You don’t really think about that when you find out you are pregnant. You just think your parents will kill you.”



Comments from The Independent :
Had these two adolescents waited until adulthood, with all its attendant "common sense" and responsibleness, and, let's admit it, selfishness, chances are neither would have ever started a family. Britain's scandalously low birth rate, especially among the "educated" classes should be of far greater concern to the respectable set than teen pregnancies, which can be viewed as nature's way of subverting the sterile tendencies of the species which is seemingly hell bent on responsibilizing itself into oblivion. Alfie and Chantelle are a couple of unconscious pagans giving the shaft of defiance to Europe's demographic winter.

Hidden for US. Open for EU

here are two images. Same Ad, Same Mag, Same product (YSL). Just different levels of showing or not showing for EU or Canada

pune!

i love reading fashion reviews.
One i found well written and good

http://www.nytimes.com/2008/02/14/fashion/14CRITIC.html?_r=1&ref=fashion

it's over

"I Was Michael Foucault's Love Slave"

"I saw the best minds of my generation destroyed by theory,
well-fed complacent leather-coated, dragging themselves through the
Caucasian campuses at dawn looking for an angry signifier."

BY CAROL LLOYD
ILLUSTRATION BY JORDIN ISIP

http://www.salon.com/feb97/loveslave970210.html

short term goals - long term goals

So now I am only entertaining 1 week goals. Write the shortest answers to all the questions, revise, destress, detox, yoga, wake up on time, sleep early, drink lots of tea. But I keep imagining myself in a bikini somehow.
So my next goal is to wear a Bikini next year in Goa. So if nothing else happens to my life and I have to get back to the start again. I'll celebrate by wearing a bikini.

Step one. Get a bikini. A certain someone decided to get me an orange yellow (the macintosh glare type)string bikini. The person who designed that wasn't exactly a suspension bridge engineer and my body needs to prop itself up and shed some dead weight.

I did wear a bikini top the last time (i dunno what happened to all the pictures)but this time I want to kayak in a bikini.

Step 2 - how to not look obnoxious in bikini
They say A bold print string top will help draw the eye to your top half. SURE.
And there are these complicated bikini workouts that if I could do, I wouldnt need the workouts.
I guess I'll not eat any sugar and exercise everdy. Besides living in Kaivalyadham for a month.



If none of that works I'll have to do the flowerchild look to be absolved of the rest of the bikini sins.
Pigtails, flowerclips, stripe socks and a smile. So I'm just a girl having fun on the beach.

Dont get me wrong. It's not sour grapes that i want to look hot and cant. I dont want to look sexy. I just want to NOT look like anything. I just want to look normal so noone looks at me and I can sit on the beach in the rains and not worry.



I like...

I want to 1.

i want to collate narratives from around the world. Learn how people naturally tell stories if that is possible, (i.e. to naturally tell stories). I will have to study cognition then i guess. Cognitive Psych and Narratives. Maybe some anthropology.
I'm in love with Russian (Belarussian etc) emotives in their folk narratives and I just love the japanese Noh premises. I think I can study this for the rest of my life.

News you can Use

Domino's Scientists Test Limits Of What Humans Will Eat



Nation Of Andorra Not In Africa, Shocked U.S. State Dept. Reports

chandrani needs to get a life

Gah

that post was for nobody really. just the rain that makes me like this every year. pathetic.
i could write to the dearest swollen wood at the creak of the bathroom door even

to whomsoever it may concern

Dearest

I am listening to angels sitting by my windowsill and wanting to live again
Between the curtains and the rain

I want to fall through your hair, and levitate between the flotsam rain that does not fall and does not rise. Waiting for fish to fly

one more time

and dream of yellow laburnums kissing in the streets
one more time

and be a fool again one more time

the little baby

due april 17

this birthday my brother asked me what i wanted
i dint know what i wanted so i said, you give me options
he said, you want a rat snake? a constrictor.
you want a boa?
you want an alligator?
or maybe a bearded dragon.



so i gathered it was in jest and let it be.
of course he was very hurt that i could not make up my mind.
so i said, ok i'd love a bearded dragon. wow. how cool. i love beards.
then he said, but you have to walk it everyday and it has sharp claws.

ok ok! get me a rat snake then!



pleasantries done with. I forgot all about it. One day he calls and says, your gift is here.
a REAL RAT SNAKE! !@#$
it's small now. says he'll send it to me by air. apparantly they pack them in an ice box so theyll hibernate till they get here.

and i can feed it "pinkies" i.e. lab rats every week. It's easy he says. they're kind, because you feed them. and you can walk it once a week!



he says but dont leave it around too much, theyre good escape artists.
i picture me taking it to the housing society's secretary's house.
taking it for a walk the way she takes her dumb pom.
can you put leash around a rat snake?
Can i walk it around thakur village? I told him there wont be place in the house for it maybe.
it's small now but these things grow up to be 6-7 feet or so, domesticated even.

kalboishakhi

it's true it's true, it drizzled this morning