Sunday, April 30
Saturday, April 29
nepal ka chinese
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diksha and i were to watch clouds las night
but we ate garlic chicken instead
diksha has garhwali eyes
she reminds me of me at 15
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Friday, April 28
to be sung with every shred of purity left in your marrow a.k.a whthfck!
and all this while i dint know !!
as i see now, rufus wainwright never sang it with the last part
et tu rufus!
hmmmm. wikipedia.
so they havent even mentioned the father of my child- rufus wainwright !
THIS IS A CONSPIRACY!
whathefck ? so i was in coma??
Wikipedia lists some 23 singers including Dylan, Bono who've done covers.
Tuesday, April 25
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Today I will write about the dithyramb
the god of the wine press and the winnowing fan
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Tragedy (tragis + odie) : the song of the goat. The goat that stood for human at the alter of Dionysus.
a satyr half-human half-goat wailed a lament while he hacked
a lament for the kill..... a lament for the guilt..... a lament while the choruses sang
....................................................................... and danced the dithyramb
Winning poet awarded a bull
to evoke Dionysus ....The one to whom the greeks sacrificed shattered pottery in hope that no more be shattered at war
Dionysus is bromius – he of the loud shout
Dionysus is dendrites – he of the trees
Dionysus is dithyrambus – he of the double door
The one of the wine press and the winnowing fan
The one they tried to sell as slave to Asia
filled the vessel with ivy and flutes so the sailors went mad leaped into sea and turned into dolphins
The one that passed out at king Midas’ garden near the roses
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Monday, April 24
lalkholian
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so i watched the sun go drown today
as i watched the stars sum up
and he came back from church and sang thesong the pastor sang back home
............................................................lam tho nin.... zesu ka zui zel ding
teeth is haA
ear is deNg
eye is myth
nose is hNnar
breasts is hnooté and any aunty is nooté
and all the time i wondered how he could miss his dog And the bees that killed it
............................................................lam tho nin.... zesu ka zui zel ding
Saturday, April 22
introspection for the day
one of those online tests .. they say .. You Are a Henna Gaijin! |
Your Observation Skills Get D+ |
Friday, April 21
no strings attached makeba
but that voluptious meandering voice of makeba
the balmy smooth soot
fingertiptoes
can feel it run on my neck
this is it
an orange crescent spread eagled ████peach schanpps ████malaika
hmmmm
malaika████████ nakupenda malaika/
Thursday, April 20
this is it.
dint even pfaff.
so i had it coming.
stared at the paper.
langoriuosly spent 2 hours on mean median mode and a pie diagram.
wrote 2 half answers.
and stopped writing.
just stopped.
am going to fail and i dont seem to care.
something has to be done
i cant write.
i cant write.
i cant write.
fucked up FC
now i am failing research
and MA WONT BELIEVE IT!!!!
Sunday, April 16
seven menacing fingertips that can heave and heave but not type two sentences coherent!
trip[];'
trip.>;
trip;':
tuning a radio that jingles statics and jangles and aaahs and squeals. watermarks that you can see through the paper held at light twice stolen from the fireflies. the sky is torn tissue paper my brain is chewingum and i want to type things like 'gather me in your fingertips'
Thursday, April 13
16 OUT OF 40
Monday, April 10
Wednesday, April 5
las night i was touched
sitting on his swing some four years back david asked us to read equus
i watched equus las night
the las time i was touched by a film was when i heard
aamtolay zamur zumur kolatolay biya
in ghatak's komol gandhar.
jokhon shomudro brishtir ondhokare bhoy korechhilo, tokhon ami or buke matha lukiye chhilam maa bhebhe, tokhon jemon legechhilo
then, there was resnais' hiroshima mon amour
the madness that comes over like intellegence
it was that.
when i understand for a moment everything, and all is whole.
love.
the two uu together in equus makes me want to cry and i dont know why