equus

las night i was touched
sitting on his swing some four years back david asked us to read equus
i watched equus las night

the las time i was touched by a film was when i heard
aamtolay zamur zumur kolatolay biya
in ghatak's komol gandhar.
jokhon shomudro brishtir ondhokare bhoy korechhilo, tokhon ami or buke matha lukiye chhilam maa bhebhe, tokhon jemon legechhilo

then, there was resnais' hiroshima mon amour
the madness that comes over like intellegence
it was that.
when i understand for a moment everything, and all is whole.

love.
the two uu together in equus makes me want to cry and i dont know why