Sunday, April 30


Times of India
BHUJ/ANJAR: A blast from a transistor-radio injured six members of a family in Kotda-Chandrani village of Anjar taluka here on Monday morning, blinding two of the members.

Saturday, April 29

nepal ka chinese

diksha and i were to watch clouds las night
but we ate garlic chicken instead
diksha has garhwali eyes
she reminds me of me at 15


Friday, April 28

to be sung with every shred of purity left in your marrow a.k.a whthfck!

and all this while i dint know !!
as i see now, rufus wainwright never sang it with the last part
et tu rufus!

I did my best, it wasn't much
I couldn't feel, so I learned to touch
I've told the truth, I didn't come here to fool you
And even though it went all wrong I'll stand before the Lord of Song With nothing on my tongue but Halleluljah
Hallelujah ....Hallelujah
Hallelujah ....Hallelujah
Hallelujah ....Hallelujah
Hallelujah ....Hallelujah
...... Hallelujah
and i've been singing till ......
...and every breath we drew was hallelujah// maybe theres a god above and all i ever learnt from love is....

hmmmm. wikipedia.
so they havent even mentioned the father of my child- rufus wainwright !

whathefck ? so i was in coma??
Wikipedia lists some 23 singers including Dylan, Bono who've done covers.
The universe is conspiring against me, what do you have to say for yourself Paulo Coelho?
ps : apparantly there is some Enrique Morente's Spanish interpretation in modern flamenco style ?? and even wikipedia doesnt know. *pulls faces at wikipedia and whines

Tuesday, April 25


Today I will write about the dithyramb
the god of the wine press and the winnowing fan

Tragedy (tragis + odie) : the song of the goat. The goat that stood for human at the alter of Dionysus.
a satyr half-human half-goat wailed a lament while he hacked
a lament for the kill..... a lament for the guilt..... a lament while the choruses sang
....................................................................... and danced the dithyramb

Winning poet awarded a bull

to evoke Dionysus ....The one to whom the greeks sacrificed shattered pottery in hope that no more be shattered at war
Dionysus is bromius – he of the loud shout
Dionysus is dendrites – he of the trees
Dionysus is dithyrambus – he of the double door
The one of the wine press and the winnowing fan
The one they tried to sell as slave to Asia
filled the vessel with ivy and flutes so the sailors went mad leaped into sea and turned into dolphins

The one that passed out at king Midas’ garden near the roses



Monday, April 24



so i watched the sun go drown today
as i watched the stars sum up

and he came back from church and sang thesong the pastor sang back home

............................................................lam tho nin.... zesu ka zui zel ding
teeth is haA

ear is deNg
eye is myth
nose is hNnar

breasts is hnooté and any aunty is nooté

and all the time i wondered how he could miss his dog And the bees that killed it

............................................................lam tho nin.... zesu ka zui zel ding

Saturday, April 22

introspection for the day

one of those online tests ..

they say ..

You Are a Henna Gaijin!

You're not Japanese, but you wish you were!You can use chopsticks with your eyes closed, and you've memorized hundreds of Kanji.You even answer your phone "moshi moshi."While the number of anime videos you've seen is way higher than the number of dates you've been on, there's hope.Play the sexy, mysterous gaijin, and you'll have plenty of Japanese meat.

Your Observation Skills Get D+

You know that you remembered to put on underwear today...But really, that's about it!

Friday, April 21

no strings attached makeba

someone told me malaika was sung by some obscure arusha band

but that voluptious meandering voice of makeba
the balmy smooth soot
can feel it run on my neck
this is it
an orange crescent spread eagled ████peach schanpps ████malaika

malaika████████ nakupenda malaika/

Thursday, April 20

april 2006 and words dont come anymore
this is it.
dint even pfaff.
so i had it coming.
stared at the paper.
langoriuosly spent 2 hours on mean median mode and a pie diagram.
wrote 2 half answers.
and stopped writing.
just stopped.

am going to fail and i dont seem to care.
something has to be done

i cant write.
i cant write.
i cant write.

fucked up FC
now i am failing research

Sunday, April 16

a seeded apple making its way into empty rhetoric twice removed from cubist painting. and all i can think of is swirling cds that dream of stealing rainbows from oil spills.
seven menacing fingertips that can heave and heave but not type two sentences coherent!



tuning a radio that jingles statics and jangles and aaahs and squeals. watermarks that you can see through the paper held at light twice stolen from the fireflies. the sky is torn tissue paper my brain is chewingum and i want to type things like 'gather me in your fingertips'

Fish die belly-upward and rise to the surface;

it is their way of falling

Andre Gide

Thursday, April 13

16 OUT OF 40

okay... so i just found out that i 7flunked8 my AV project

they dint even grace me so i'd pass...

<--- one of the stills


Monday, April 10

of late i have been allergic to wood.
yesterday walking along VT i saw this building under construction with gunny bags covering the scaffolds
the installation looked like my allergy.
i will try to click it next time i pass by.
nice dyptich it'll make

Wednesday, April 5

theres this really strange place near my house.

half eaten houses with cars parked outside
there are trees growing in them
theres the sea behind it

las night i was touched
sitting on his swing some four years back david asked us to read equus

i watched equus las night

the las time i was touched by a film was when i heard
aamtolay zamur zumur kolatolay biya
in ghatak's komol gandhar.
jokhon shomudro brishtir ondhokare bhoy korechhilo, tokhon ami or buke matha lukiye chhilam maa bhebhe, tokhon jemon legechhilo

then, there was resnais' hiroshima mon amour
the madness that comes over like intellegence
it was that.
when i understand for a moment everything, and all is whole.

the two uu together in equus makes me want to cry and i dont know why

Tuesday, April 4

intellegence comes over like a wave of madness and then I understand everything
its complete and then it scatters and I cant understand anymore

a cow a hard chewinggum deadbedbug allergies
now what?
but then i have many tellings to story